There is a budding, a blossoming, a brief fruition (the texture, shape and significance of which the mind must go over again and again, vainly trying to discern exactly when "it" happened), then cooling, wilting, failing, falling, dying and rotting. So it goes.
Cliches become classics by virtue of sacrifice. Life isn't a pose (although it is a performance). It can't be faked.
Young people have their whole lives ahead of them. The tedium and anticipation are agonizing. Old people have theirs behind them, and the days go by like hours, the years like months. In between, life gradually gets colder and harder. It crystalizes.
It hurts to remember but it also hurts to forget.
There might be a seed or a sequence of letters hidden somewhere in/out there that has the power to redeem everything. It would be tiny, like a drop of blood in a Dali painting or a poppy pinned to a lapel (endorphins, enkephalins and dymorphins are opioids, after all).
(Evicko, chybiš mĺ).
2 comments:
First off, go fuck yourself. Secondly, it's called blogger fatigue, it sets in for most bloggers after the first year. Just you wait and see. Oh, and lastly, go fuck yourself.
"Blogger fatigue," eh? I bet you could get your own parking space for that.
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